laying in my room in uTown now, don't feel well at all, the room is on 24th floor, it's near the highway so it's very noisy, and worst of all I live with the guy I hate, yup, the vietnamese guy, haizz .... I don't know what did I do wrong that I deserve this ... feel so sad, I've looking just for a place to sleep in peace but then still I cannot find any until now ... I still have one last hope but I feel like I will fail again as the worst scenario always happens to me .... but I won't give up, I always prepare for the worst and I need to battle it ... but i also feel if i succeed another one will live in a not good place ... why it's always like that ... I did lot of good things for ppl and always get the worst things ...
I will back to vn this Friday cause I need to take a rest, things upset me too much, but i will need to back to Sing very soon as well, f**k even when I want to rest but I still cannot rest well :(
I feel like the only moment I feel happy and relax is when I go swimming, sometimes I just don't wanna leave the pool at all ... but swimming alone is kinda lonely anyway ...
tmr need to do lots of work, hopefully things will go as I plan ... I hate that when I'm too tired but cannot sleep at night, is that they call "stress"?
well god, I really desperately need the last hope to be successful, please grant my wish ... I usually don't believe in you, but you are the only one I rely on now, so please ...
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