[ 19 July 2013 - Yet another day ]

Dear diary, :D

Ahhh, I said I will continue this blog but I forget again, it's been like more than 2weeks

what's now?
Lately I feel very pus*y, feel like depression, not sure if it is. My "depression" syndrome is like the ones in "Side Effects" movie which turns out to be fake :D

Anyway, I really don't know how exactly I feel, especially around the time from 5pm->9pm, I'm extremely sensitive and easy to be provocative... And worth of all is that during that time most of my friends tend to ignore me -_- (they all have their special half so I don't blame them)

But I really do not feel well, planning go back to VN tomorrow but let see the price of the air ticket to see how ... But I also have a lot of things in mind I wanna do ... So actually I have 2 plans to deal with my current "depression":

1. Go back to VN to rest and play with my niece and nephew as mentioned above
2. Stay in Singapore but everyday around 5pm go watch movie to suppress my "depression", actually lot of movies I haven't seen, but watching movie alone is kinda lonely ...

Sighh, maybe I should stop thinking of it for a while, let's talk what happened to me lately
- I move to a new room in uTown, it's in the second floor and it's too nice ... I should have lived here 2years ago, I should have just given that Evan lodge 1300$ and live in uTown already .... stupid me, but nvm that in the end I finally can live in a good place, even though I need to pay a bit more (and it's totally worth it)
- My housemate is a Chinese guy, he seems to be a nice guy and he keeps the common place clean. Somehow, I think in Singapore I'm more suitable with Chinese ppl than Vietnamese ppl. It's not that Vietnamese ppl are bad but ironic for me, most of Vietnamese ppl around me are as*holes ...
- So far so good, the room is clean and I try to keep it clean, it's also quite (much more quite than my previous room)
- Last Friday, a friend of mine finish his thesis and go back to Chinese so we have a farewell party and guess what: I'm the only non-Chinese there haha, it's quite fun actually, we even take a photo

I'm the smallest guy :|

- Also lately most of ppl I know they go find a job while I still stuck with my thesis, and worth of all I feel like my thesis is not good at all, i.e. trivial things ... For some reasons, I find that finding a good supervisor is important. It's not like I don't like my current supervisor, he is very nice to me actually, but I feel like the way he guides me to do research is not good at all ... So for now, I try to do sth else ... dunno if I can but I will try my best though

- What's next? I forget already, maybe I just go brush my teeth and rest for a while then continue my study :|

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