1.4 April fool day
1am On my way home, walking alone as usual, but feeling so nothing. It seems like I lost all my emotions. Things just changed so sudden. I just feel so empty.
Actually everything is already settled 3days ago. But till now I still cannot believe it, I wish it was just a lie in April fool.
everyday when I wake up I always hope yesterday was just a dream, and even when walking around I just try to convince myself this is a dream
I dunno what to do next, what should I do after April? It's just so empty
Everytime I'm alone I just feel so depressed like something hardly press on my breast.
I try to take a deep breath, rise my head and speak to myself I need to try to live because of ... no reason ...
Yes it's all over, it's no reason ... It's just a complete emptyness ...
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