22.4 going back to VN in fear

22.4 going back to VN in fear

3.10pm arrived to PhuMyThuan apartment, waiting for my dad to go home to get inside my house, it took me more than 2hours by 2 buses to go from airport to here.

Feel really scare as my boss seems not to be ok with my absence, he even asks me to apply for leave which is impossible at the moment, so I have two choices now:
- going back early (next Monday) and pretending not going back.
- pretending not going back but still take one week off but ask a friend to pretend to be me and will tell me what happen so that I can immediately come back.

Haizz but in all the choices I will have to lie to my boss, I really hate doing so ... cause I'm the victim of too many lies ... And what's so sad here is that I lie to my boss because of the one who always lie to me and never appreciate anything I do to her ... haizz ... Actually she wasn't that kind of person, I'm just so mad at her husband who turns her to be like that, that man really has no dignity. But seeing her so happy I just realize that the right guy she needs even though he is a true f*cking as*hole.

Feel really scare if my boss finds out, he'll fire me and my life will be completely over.

I'm really scare that one day I cannot live in Singapore and have to go back to live here, it's just so scary.
It's not like I hate this city (Hochiminh) but it's really really messy and dirty ... It's not because of people here it's all because of those complete shit-head asshole government.

I always wish one day the citizens do the evolution to change everything ... Of course if it's true I will be back to help them ...