Today is Tenth of May, it should be a day that we think of sth but it's no longer.
Today she will be back for a long time and certainly becomes so's wife. I can only wish her healthy and happy.
She comes with the rain and leave with the rain ... It's always so lucky for her and her husband, I'm just the one who takes all of their bad luck.
Speaking of her husband, I feel disgusted about him, but I can never win over someone who has no dignity like him ... and I still need to serve them ... I don't understand, what kind of douchbag a*shole husband is that ... Man, he is really shameless letting her wife for me to take care of here and the fact that he stole her from me ... Without saying a word to me ... He thinks that my pleasure to do so ... Man, every night I see his face laughing at me and saying I'm just the most stupid dog in the world ... Man, I really want to kill him ...
And life is really no justice, with his sweet talk, he can easily get all he wants and be the hero in front of so many people, only me can see through his fucking bastard as I'm the only one suffering ...
None of them understand my feeling, they just think it's my pleasure to do so ... Sometimes I just wanna cry, they keep asking me never think for them, but not once they think for me ...
On my way back to NUS, feel tired and painful as I might never see her again ... feel very sad but nothing I can do, she's already someone else's wife ... haizz ...
today, I have to pay 120$ more for her extra luggage, it's even higher than another ticket ... too expensive ... I still need to go to LionAir office to claim money back as they charged ne twice when I booked the air ticket online ... So so tired ...
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Just come back home, today I just walk home normal without tired and not in hot weather, but I'm full of sober,
I miss yesterday,
I miss those days that I always took care of her, tempted her to sleep, saw her sniveling, haizz ...
now she left, wish she'll be fine and healthy ...
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FAREWELL
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