[ 18-05-2012 : weird dream ]

The day before yesterday, I had a very weird dream. I dream about my first (one-side) love, it's kinda weird, she already gets married and has 2 (as i know) kids. But somehow in my dream, she is still as beautiful as ever... In my dream she still the married-woman with 2 kids but somehow weird thing happened, she asked me to take her out in a hurry b4 her husband back (lame), and when we about to kiss my dream just ends :D, when I wake up I feel kinda funny, don't know why I dream about her because I hardly think of her ... And it is also not the first time I dream about her, sometimes I just dream about her, but the dream is quite realistic, in the dream she's always the married-woman with 2kids, and sometimes I even dream she got divorced then come to me (yup very lame) then when I wake up I feel extremely scary ... I guess somewhere deep down in my mind I still think of her (if not no reason to dream about her), maybe because she's the first girl I ever have a true feeling but because of my stupidity (sure I'm stupid), she got married ... But I guess time will change all, sometimes I try to recall her number but then I talk to myself "face it, you forgot" Yup, that's it, sitting here and wanna sleep ... shjt I need to sleep more ... Yesterday (or the day before yesterday), I watched a TV show about cooking, the judge says one useful tip for the chef "I give you one tip, it will be massive for tomorrow, 'get some sleeps'", haha very nice, I sure will do so ... I also decided that from now on, except the day I have meeting with my boss, I will never set the alarm clock in the morning ... Yup, get some sleep if not I will get old (so scary :<) Regards then, jose