[ 27.5.2012 - MIB3 - got a cold ]

Plan to write a blog today, but got a headache, guess will continue this tmr ... Yup, now (tuesday 29-May), i continue this blog, what should i write then? thing is quite messy to write ... I suppose to write thing in two-week time. Last last week I went back to VN to relax, I did spend some quality time with my parents and my niece and nephew, they're all so cute, especially my niece, I took them to the movie "The Avengers", it's kinda nice there, my niece seems to enjoy the fighting scenes only :)

I also see my mom is very tired with my brother, that guy is really wicked, he keeps calling me, but of course I will try to avoid him as much as possible ... shjt, thinking of that makes me not want to write any more ...

Let see last week what did I do? I did nothing !!! yup, I should have not come back to Singapore last week, on Monday I woke up at 9.30am, then Tuesday 10.00am then Wednesday 10.30am then Thursday 11.00am then Friday 12.00pm ... god, and for the whole week I just feel sleepy and dizzy, then in the weekend I catch a cold which makes me late in writing this blog, but on Sunday and yesterday, thing seem become so funny again ...

On Sunday, we went to see "Men in Black 3" in Tiong Bahru, that is awesome movie, a good movie in a while, Will Smith is still rock even though he's 44 alr. But somehow, I feel like this is the last movie we group go together cause one guy in the group is really aggressively not want to go anymore, guess because he is married, god, getting married makes a man not just look like an old man but also sound/act like an old man, it sucks.

After the movie, we went to have Ichiban Sushi in Clementi Mall (I'm really not in good mood to write now), it starts to feel good since here, she starts to talk to me, well, it feels warm (because of the hotpot :DD). Somehow, I feel there is a common between us, in the movie, I like a song, "empire state of mind", and I see her very sure that I know that song, that's nice :). I also took a picture of her but without her acknowledgement (or is it?). But one thing is the married guy (the one I often talk to) kept playing the cellphone that kinda piss me off, lately he seems hate to go out and somehow I feel like he blames me because of that, I guess I need to find a new buddy to go around, sighhh ... When I came back to lab I feel terribly terrible, so I need to take a pill, then go home ... and when lying on the bed, suddenly I feel kinda suck to be alone when I'm sick, I got to do everything by myself, and suddenly I miss my mom, feel regret that just stay home for one week ...

I started to do lab from yesterday, I (we) spent the whole afternoon and evening to do the lab, actually it's kinda fun anyway, I was having a great time, in the start of the session we both wished the time fly fast, but in the end of the day when walking with her back to bus stop, I just wish the time to stop :). During the session, she's making the origami (yes I know, we supposed to be the ga), this reminds me sth in the past suddenly i feel kinda (i don't know how to say) ... but then I was surprised how skillful she is, she can make rose, heart with wings and tail (what!!!), and other things that i don't rmb :D, and also i surprise that how come she also good at taking picture as well (wtf), then I noticed that she also self-photo-takes kaka :D. We also (so many also:D) had dinner in McDonalds, I somehow kinda like watching she's eating :), then later she said "I hate you" cause I remind her that she's full :DDD. When we walk back, we talk a lot, and I kinda feel like she's a little more open than b4, that's nice :>

in the end of the day, laying on bed, thinking back, I realized that actually I prefer to be friends that way (just like the first girl), just pure feelings, that should do, but when I sleep, I have a sweet dream (not wet dream :D), in the dream she lives in a beautiful house decorated in pink, and somehow in there i m her bf, haha |), actually in the dream i just act like usual with her, but it's sweet, when i wake up i can't help but keep smirking (haha), shjt, life is really push and pull, but I know how/where it goes, so just keep the sweet feelings here and be good friends ... I guess that the way it is ... :D

Oopsy, I totally forget this is the phd blog, last 2 weeks what did i do:

- completely nothing !!!!!!!!! 

Ok, next week plan:

- finish the skew GT (almost there)

- finish till lesson 9 of cn

- get some new idea plz:

--- get to understand the "robust pca" and how it can reject the outliers

--- find some new methods: read "missing data analysis" (plz)

That's it, peace out for now and I also need to stop smirking, it's kinda weird right now

Yup, hopefully new week will be more successful ...